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Recorded Reading (10:23): https://www.dropbox.com/s/8zvfi8uxbg2mhig/Castle%20and%20Mate.mp3?dl=0
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Castle and Mate
Young Lady Anne
When it began
Was heaving such a tiny little sigh
Her tight laced stays
Remained in place
Only her bodice gently rose on high
To look at them
Each dangling gem
Did any motion bodily deny
Nor did she doom
A single plume
To sway less gently than caressed the eye
Her face remained
Closely maintained
Though mayhap short of act’ual peace of mind
And if her pose
Lacked full repose
Surrounding company to it were blind
Just then, you see
She’d found that she
Would soon a privy closet need to find
No otherwhere
Might safely bare
The pearly whiteness of her fair behind
‘Twere all as well
In hill and dell
For humble serving wenches to unload
For such as she
Propriety
Besought for her low functions high abode
But ere she ask
Her maids to task
Each self with her removal to the road
A moment spend
Before she end
Her currently delightful resting mode
Her pref’rence known
The trumpets blown
The tourney’s knights would disappointed look
Her ladies fair
Would gather their
Embroidery and fan and prayer book
For half an hour
Her matron dour
(For that’s how long it usually took)
Hasten to bring
Each precious thing
And tuck it safely in its special nook
And then they’d all
Behind her fall
In a gossiping and giggling train
Clearly fain
To entertain
Each other all the trip and back again
As for her
She would prefer
August evacuation were more plain
Nor her relief
‘Gainst deep belief
Be purchased at the cost of others’ pain
They never let
Her even get
A single step without their company
Surveillance she
Knew brought to be
By some decisive parental decree
She only went
With one knee bent
As was appropriate for progeny
Without delight
In each fortnight
But once her fond progenitors to see
Their servants were
She could infer
From overhearing them in passageway
Prone to prefer
To tending her
Excursions into midnight fields to play
‘Twere just as well
They wouldn’t tell
What kind of games, when asked for, anyway
She knew her pa
Created law
But what that law might be she couldn’t say
Each way she turned
Her questions spurned
And ignorance held up to virtue be
Almost as though
She shouldn’t know
Or hear, or speak, or act, or think or see
But she knew when
There was again
The need for strong alliance speedily
No matter who
‘Twas needed to
Marry her to, right married she would be
Of men she knew
Only a few
And fewer yet could claim to share her caste
Once as a girl
She’d loved a churl
But had been made to leave that in the past
They would, she’d seen,
Happy have been
But now she’d grown, and understood at last
Responsibly
Her hand would be
Like all the rest of her, securely fast
She wondered who
They’d give her to
All vapid seemed the young men that she knew
Too effete
To lift their feet
As her rambunctious spirit wished them to
So she might prance
Each sprightly dance
They idly abandoned her to view
If on a day
Her lute she play
And raise her voice romantic ballad to
All gathered there
Became aware
Of pressing duties they must travel to
Nothing she said
Turned any head
No matter how insightful or how true
Except to be
Reminded she
Were to her silent status thus untrue
And she should see
To stitchery
Leaving control of life others unto
Quite recently
There’d come to be
Visiting in her home a goodly man
The captain of
A ship that hove
Into their port from some far distant land
At his warm smile
The rank and file
Had seemed to her instantly to disband
He’d drilled her through
With eyes of blue
As to full lips he’d raised her willing hand
Oh, if she
Could only be
Betrothed to someone like that man had been
With energy
Ability
And also tanned and firm and tall and lean
As she had ne’er
Most anywhere
Gazing round at noble sons had seen
Yet after all
Not poor, as all
But they had so inevitably been
Or maybe she
Should vow to be
Of privilege and money unaware
And run away
Where she might play
In midnight fields with freely unbound hair
Be just a maid
Meagerly paid
To spend life fetching fans and curling hair
But free to wed
And then to bed
Some handsome man her true heart welcomed there
She didn’t know
How it would go
After the two between the sheets would slide
Married girls would
Single girls could
Not tell her what it took to be a bride
Except that it
Would hurt a bit
And humble her unseemly current pride
But she would bet
If she could get
Someone truly attractive by her side
Somehow it would
Be very good
The way that after-wedding would turn out
And somehow knew
Instinctive too
How diff’rent it would all be when some lout,
Perfumed and pale,
Removed her veil,
Pushed into hers his own perspiring snout
Upon its brink
She couldn’t think
That this must be what life was all about
She wondered now
More fully how
It was conducted by a commoner
If asked to say
The truth, would they
Declare their status to her own prefer
Or would there be
Much flattery
As to her prejudices they’d defer?
Early and late
No answers straight
Too little information, to be sure
One thing she knew
Completely true
And though that one thing somewhat petty be
All was erased
Complete replaced
By its one rising immediacy
For if she did
No servants bid
To start her long procession speedily
Her privy to,
Increasing knew
She would torment her ladies evilly
All caused to raise
Kerchiefs of baize
Aristocratic noses gently to
Whilst yet maintain
A light refrain
Of conversation, nor e’en glance askew
At she who had
Carelessly bad
Aromas introduced their circle to
Just once she’d like
Some snotty tyke
Bestow a jolly insult her unto
Bargaining swap
O’er countertop
Attempting a few pennies more to take
From off the price
Of some device
A household kettle, cooking pot or rake
Freely to choose
Free, too, of shoes
Then carry back, a humble home to make
But there would be
No luxury
Would love alone her inner yearnings slake?
But then she sighed
Her dream belied
By exigence of practicality
She must live now
No matter how
Alternatives might shine seductively
Let trumpets blow
All present know:
“My Lady must retire most privily”
And all the hoi
And the polloi
Strain peasant necks, turn merchant eyes to see,
Alerted by
The heralds’ cry
Thrilled by the fanfare’s crisply rising sound,
Her progress to
The royal loo
From every vantage near enough around
Merely the sight
Of her delight
As ’twere some precious treasure they had found
As if she float
Over the moat
Nor walked, like they themselves, on stony ground
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